Thursday, February 18, 2010

Do U have courage to look in your own eye?



My Thoughts are stronger than I am today so I wish to give tribute to the people who have the courage to try and find themselves but sometimes get lost in the ocean of their own self.

By Anupriya Srivastava
Dated: 8 Jan 2010

We are all victims of are own self, some have courage to face themselves but most of the people shy away and connect with another identity that they feel will make them more acceptable in the society they are bound to live in (I say bound as they don't choose the society, society chooses them).

But today I am more intrigued rather scared for people who try to find themselves and get lost in their thoughts, actions and get confused with their own self.
The journey is not easy and often painful, Involves actions that one is not proud of, And suffering that u can only imagine in hell but the unfortunate thing is that its not just about them , its also about the suffering of the people who love them.

The duty of people who love these people is to encourage the act of understanding their self but at the same time declare a clear picture of what is right and wrong.

So i am trying to communicate to the people who deal with such bold and strong individuals who are unable to come out of the hell hole in which they see their self as they are.
You may feel that this person is old enough to know and differentiate between right and wrong. But the truth remains hidden in everyone's mind yet no one says it out loud- we all are capable of making right choices but only when we are in the right frame of mind and the person lost in his/her self is not in any frame of mind, leave alone right or wrong.

They are stronger then you see them but are confused and often act as if they are weak. But the truth is anyone who has the courage to look straight into their own eyes face to face, knowing that they will be ashamed afterwards is a very very strong person...


But when you look inside your own self you and you understand that i am THIS person, you often get questions like "if i am THIS why did i do THAT" and some other questions on similar lines.By the time, you realize that their is no end to this enormous load of questions and that they will always remain unanswered, its too late to come back to the place where you were not looking in your eyes and face away from the mirror believing what the rest of the world does-that you are a different person and identify with some fake personality that you idealize.

When these people understand that without professional help they won't be able to get out of the hell hole by themselves and boldly go out and seek medical/psychiatric help, less intelligent and
people with fake identities question/ judge these people.

Anyone who has a little bit understanding of how mind and body works can come to the conclusion that "IF my mind is not healthy, my body will loose its strength sooner than i thought".
So today, i am talking to the people who see/deal/love/are around such people and i will blame them if these bold and confused people die sooner than they should have or get mentally ill or sink into depression and never come back. All these people will be responsible for the ill mental health of a beautiful/bold but confused soul.

And I have high regard for people who take bold steps to make this bold/confused person to come out of their hell hole because in the process of doing so you are not just helping them you are helping yourself understand your own nature too.

May god bless every soul who has strength and courage to face his/her self . Its not easy but believe in yourself, you be drenched in unbelievable peace and knowledge when you struggle and come out of the ocean finally.

Love to all.

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